FireSpinner and all her Obsessions

knitting, spinning, obsessing…

Knitting ADHD September 9, 2007

Filed under: melodrama — firespinner526 @ 3:00 pm

I have cast on two new socks today and made a lot of headway on the baby blanket. One pair of socks in Trekking and one pair in leftover Lisa Souza for baby socks! They are so cute! I’ll take pictures once there’s a little more than an inch of cuff, lol. Oi, its 1 am. I need to go to sleep. I guess I probably won;t be making it to the gym tomorrow. Too bad, too, I really need it.

First Psych class tomorrow night.

Things are still silent on the Derek front and I’m really saddened by it. I think I might call him tomorrow night, when my head isn’t fuzzy from medicine. I know he doesn’t believe it, but I really only asked cause I’m spacey. I asked him if he ever cheated on me when we were dating. I can’t help that ever since he cheated on his current girlfriend with me that I would doubt his faithfulness back when we were dating. To make things worse, he is still under the impression that I cheated on him with Danny. Cause he thought we were only on break, but I thought everything was over. Drama, drama, drama. I even told him that if his answer was yes, he did, I don’t know if I would have the right to be mad at him.

Its like my aunt who got divorced over seven years ago to a man who had cheated on her. She is still bitter. Understandable, except that it was her ex-husband second marriage because she had been his other woman during his first. Once a cheater, always a cheater. I understand that she was mad and sad and allllll that, but seriously, she thought he only cheated for her?

I’ve put a lot of thought into this lately. And vicoden brought it out… out loud. I swear this stuff is worse than drunk dialing.


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